"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says,
'that's HER.'”
aku petik ayat nih kat page sorang blogger yg sgt mengkagumi Incek Suaminye. bagi aku ayat ini sgt sweet..dan sgt bermakna mungkin....dah mule la aku start membandingkan ayat ini dgn Incek Bf tercenta..
seingat2 aku yg pelupa nih die tak penah kate aku cantek...die tak puji aku hot...munkin aku ini biase2 saje jike dibandingkan dengan beribu kawan pempuan die yg laen...yeah for sure la....aku sedar kutt siape aku ini...tapi die penah cakap kwn die puji aku cantek (dah tentu taim tu mekap kat muke nih tebal)...dan lepas die cakap mcm tu, katenye die reply balik kat kwn die, tengokla die pon hensem, die pon cute...
bile aku hang up call, tak penah rasenye die akan return call...paling2 die akan text ckp 'knape letak'...atau kalo tenga fight over sumting die tetap akan text dgn ayat yg.....hurmmm
listen to my heartbeat...tak penah...die munkin akan rase waa childishnye perbuatan tu....sbb satu hari kat dlm wayang sebelum tayangan ade couple sit in front bertangkap2 gamba...dlm haty aku, nape aku takde gamba sama2 ngn Incek Bf...tibe2 die bersuara...mcm terdengar monolog dalaman aku plak...die kate mcm budak2 je couple2 nak tangkap picta...kat situ kite dah berbeza....~
holds my hand in front of his frens...tatau la sebab aku relationshp nih dan kehidupan die terpisah antara satu dgn lain...aku tak pernah jumpe kwn2 die...tak pernah kenal pon...so tak pernah experience die nak ke hold tgn aku bile berdepan dgn kwn2 nye....
penah aku nak pegi satu tempat tanpa pakai mekap cume sapu bedak jer...before kua, die bole pesan suruh aku pakai at least eyeliner....die sgt concern pasal cantek luaran...die tego my new hair cut sgt worst...die cakap eyebag aku teruk (die tatahu aku korbankan tido malam aku untuk teman die working)...bile muke naek jerawat, die org pertama akan noticed....sapu oxy plish...
dan seperti sebelumnye, Incek Bf tak pernah care pasal aku...die tatahu samade aku sakit ke ape...even if aku text "b, syg demam" then die akan cakap "g clinic, mkn ubat"...die takan penah tanye lagi pastu samade aku dah sihat ke tak...die tak tanye "sayang da makan? sayang da makan ubat?sayang ade nak makan pape tak?"----mengade2 ke aku kalo nak sikit perhatian dari die-----kalo ye, maknenye aku mengade~
hurm maknenye sweet words tu takde satu pon refer kat Incek Bf....
munkin la words tu tak semestinye betol...tapi tahla, aku rase sukar....susah....pedih...luke...sakit...sume aku tanggung sendiri...
